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The Diary of Doubt Spellbound

How many books could you write if you started a diary of every doubt, fear and self sabotaging thoughts you have about yourself? I am thinking between all of us, we could start a never ending library that wrapped around the world more than once and most likely would weigh us down to eternity. Being book bound would have a whole new meaning of hopelessness.

I am thinking that we have already wasted so much precious time on despair. It's time we

started having hope, faith and believing that we have more to offer than pouting about what we are told should make us happy. Isn't all that advertising out there driven to convince us that we don't have enough, that if we don't have all those things, we shouldn't be happy? I think it's time we started writing down, thinking and paying attention to what makes us grateful. What do you have to lose if we started curating a diary of everything that brought us joy? I know it's not the popular thing to do. But how is being popular serving your happiness? Being the mean girl to myself has never brought me joy. How about you?

So, I have started to create a new HOPE rebellion for 2023 and I am going to have faith that every soul will realize that humans can change anything, every single day to their advantage and start switching out from being a hopeless sheep, to being HOPE leader. If every single soul pays attention to what they have, instead of what they have not, can you imagine how that joy would expand and lift so many people out of depression, sadness and hopelessness.

We are replacing doubt with HOPE. As we dig into the pages of our thoughts, it's going to be a challenge to rewrite the script that kept us spellbound in pessimistic thoughts - which becomes real life spells. I am tired of being told that I am not okay, I should be miserable and if I submit to believing I should want what someone else has, then, that life is good. Now it's going to be my life on my terms. I am thinking you are right with me!

Have you ever played a song over and over to be in sync with your tears? The words sink in like fangs every time you play it over-over again. Each dig of the words make the pain feel deeper, you feel more wounded. But we have control over this ceremonious self inflicted pain, why do we do it? Why does it feel so disloyal to play music with words that tell us it's going to be okay? I believe it's because we are encouraged to torment ourselves. Shamed for loving our own selves and pushed to believe that we should get love from someone else. Instead, let's have a love fest for ourselves. Draw a heart on your forehead if your in.

Why are there so many scary, painfully subjective and emotionally straining movies, commercials and even the news sensationalizing the loss or lack of humans? I would be okay if we had equal amount or even more displays of self loving, pointing out all the abundance around us and sharing all the gifts that are given to us on a daily basis that give true meaning to life. It's time for you to start notebooks, journals or diaries of how your brought joy every single day and make a list of all the things your going to do to build hope in your life. The gifts do start flowing in faster and bigger if you know they are out there.

Sipping tea, here I write some of my beginnings of HOPE in my diary with you:

Entry 12-21-2022: The sun is out today, the cold brisk air is waking me up as I walk to the fitness studio to push my body to get stronger. I woke up feeling more rested than I had all week long. I am excited for Christmas eve in three days when I get to see my whole family. This will be the first year ever without either of my parents, who are now in heaven. But the children in our family are the new beginnings of a generation that will one day have holidays at their house. Us adults will just sit around and have them wait on us, we sneak the cookies and rip open all our presents from under the tree. I can envision us adults taking nibbles out of every chocolate, tasting to see if we like it, leaving it in the box if we don't. Why not make it fun for us, reverse traditions so the mystical elders are the center of the wrapping paper? We can make the kids do the dishes, make the food and the mystics will just watch, laughing and toasting to good times. I have no doubt this will give me joy. I know that my life partner is out there right now penning ideas for places for us to discover together. Without a doubt, my healthy body will be boogie boarding in turquoise waters in a few months. My book is being drafted right now, to be published, to empower people that are ready to know how much their magic is changing this world right now. Love Skye

Skye is an Empowerment Coach, Writer & Mixed Medium Artist. She is also an Empath, Lightworker and Mystic building a platform to empower Creative Entrepreneurs. She calls herself - The Creative Empowerist in her passion to provoke a commitment to “Be the Artist of Your Life” by learning your magic. After facing multiple life crushing tragedies, she emerged to craft life changing & mind shifting skills that dig deep to bust limiting beliefs. She teaches how to remove roadblocks by owning your powerful energy and how being vulnerable cultivates our greatest gift & life purpose. She believes the only way to thrive is to get on the stage of life and learn how to ascend in the most competitive culture that has existed in our life span. Skye is a mind artist of human energy and teaches to paint your life STRONG.


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